2009 was supposed to be different, the year my life would come together. The year I was to meet my soulmate, forget of plans to travel, to fix my relationships with the women in my life and figure out what I wanted. All this, of course, according to that clairvoyant I saw, filling my head with ideas. I saw him first in March '07 and he had nailed everything at the time, then my friend wanted to go a second time in Nov '08. While I did try to back out, my attempts were weak and I went along anyway. I didn't have any important questions but his main issue to focus on was me finding my soulmate. Do I hear laughter??
that was supposed to happen in July, I met a guy in August. Who I've fallen hard for but who I barely really know. Now, isn't that ridiculous? Is it the fortune teller filling my head with ideas or is it my heart that skips a beat when I kiss him. When I kissed him. He dumped me, reckoned I liked him a bit too much and figured the unbalance wasn't fair. My head is w.r.e.c.k.e.d
Will he come back to me? Do I want him back? Is he for me? Am I for him?? Will I ever be lucky in love? Will I ever find someone to settle with? Do I even want to find that person?? One day I'd like children but will that day ever come, or will my chances pass me by because I just can't find my one true love...... Who knows what the future will hold? And this point, who WANTS to know?? Definitely, definitely, not me. the future is a mystery and so it should stay
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